an 8 year old standing in front of a large crowd, struggling to articulate the choreography to the Single Ladies dance through his gas mask
Sorry for always posting pictures of myself. The party continues.
I just want summer and bike rides and my friend Katie
Can you just look at how good I was at partying? I can never be president, that’s how good.
One more day!
(Source: thesummerisours)
“…Is it hard not to respond? Do you miss him more than you thought you would? Do you want to block his number?”
“I don’t want to block his number because I feel like it’s immature. If he really wants to talk to me, let him. If I need to talk to him, I should be able to. I don’t think I should totally burn bridges, it just makes me mad that he’s literally trying to make me miss him even though he doesn’t want to be with me. It shows how much he doesn’t care about my feelings. I don’t miss him really. I miss having someone to text and look forward to seeing and thinking about possibilities of a future even if I know I don’t want to be with him, it’s nice to always have something to think about. I realized I’m so introverted because I have a high need for cognition. I love thinking and people often disrupt my precious thoughts. It’s disruptive with everyone but you because you’re the only person in the world who actually wants to listen to my thoughts. It is and it isn’t hard not to respond. I want to call him and ask him why he thinks he’s texting me and if he realizes that it’s completely selfish and ultimately an empty promise. I want to tell him that I know he doesn’t miss me, that I know he’s been with other girls, that I’m not blind to his tricks, and that I know him too well to fall for his “sweet” texts. But I won’t. Because they are empty, they are meaningless, they’re just something he does because he loves himself and likes to imagine me reading them and crying to my girlfriends. I’ll let him have the satisfaction because one day he’ll end up alone and self-satisfaction is all he will have to keep him company.”
Feeling good and bad, and knowing that my relationship with my mom is something for which I will never stop being grateful
It takes great effort to control how much I love Gwen Stefani.
(Source: heyyounodoubt)
So this is what “fully single” feels like. Can’t say I like it all that much.
